Depressing; The only word that could best describe this past
week. Gloomy was too dramatic, discouraging wasn't strong enough of a word;
dismal is only something authors write in novels to sound impressive.
Depressing fit, if only to be properly paired with the following word;
Bankrupt. David Lawrence was going
bankrupt for two reasons; his business was going downhill and his wife was divorcing
him. The former was accredited to the economy, banks refusing lending capitol,
stock holders pulling out but his wife; the woman he had been married to for 11
years. that was a punch in the gut. He
leaned over on his lazy chair to pick up the photo of them at the last year's
office Christmas party. Ravishing; her blonde hair pulled to the side from the
pony tail affixed from the back top of her head. The familiar retro bouffant
puff made with her bangs revealed the little secret that the curtains didn't
match the carpet. He wasn't sure what her fixation with being blonde was, the
reason he began dating her was for her brunette locks. The photo had caught her
laughing at a joke he had made, the memory curled his mouth into a smile. She
had been depressed for a few years now. When they started dating he had
mentioned that he wasn't interested in having children. It seemed perfect that
she shared the same view. The process was too messy, the aggravation too much
hassle, plus the cost and then adding to the overpopulation of humanity seemed
rather irrational. It was perfect, she was perfect. Until 4 years ago, when
nature decided to intervene with its pre-programmed database. The choice was
easy when there was a choice, but as she approached 40 and the clock started to
wine down. The thought of not having the choice anymore made her anxious to
choose again. They fought but it was in vain; he knew she wouldn't give up. He
loved her stubbornness but only when it came to decisions that affected her
career and their business. So he compromised on adopting, but that was only a
temporary band aid for the discussion. Her decision wasn't emotional, it was
biological. The only solution viable was birthing. So they tried, and tried and
tried. Finally after a much provoked test result, they realized that the only
way to get her pregnant was through In Vitro, test tubes or a Petri dish
rather. It worked. She was pregnant in two weeks and the baby was healthy…at
least for the first trimester. He knew she blamed him. Whether it was because
he was stalling, or for being infertile it didn't matter. She was grief
stricken and there was nothing he could do to pull her out of it or so he
thought.
Looking again at the photo, her head was thrown back and her
teeth were accentuating the gleam in her eyes. She was happy, happier than she
had been at least. Her bright red dress
snugged her curves and came to a halt at the mid of her thighs. A bit revealing
for a Christmas party but she was in a good mood and he wasn't going to interfere
with that. The familiar gleam in her
eyes that …."wait a
minute...". Leaning forward David brought the photo closer for
examination. In the photo he was standing next to her, his eyes fixated on her
smile but hers, hers were leaned away from him towards….
"That Bitch!"
Glass shattered as
the frame hit the wall, landing beside the home entertainment. "Fucking
cunt!" The insults started flowing, as the logic took place and the puzzle
fell together. "No wonder!" Blood
began racing to his face. "I need a drink." Rising from the lazy-boy
David marched over to the private bar in the butler's pantry and pulled out his
favorite scotch. Short from drinking
straight from the bottle he downs several drinks before he is able to relax his
face and take a breath. His gaze blurs as the alcohol takes effect, the all too
familiar numb feeling creeping over his
face. "She knew all along, she knew" The despondent emails, the
distant looks, the all too quick phone calls and then suddenly….. David took it
as a good sign, thinking that all the hoops he had been jumping through were
finally paying off; the couples therapy, the grief counseling, even the
ridiculous retreat in Hawaii. But now he knew the cause of her happiness. "Whore" he jeered. "Women are
soo damn dunning." Cunning; that
was his intended word but the next stage of drunkenness had begun.
The door whined open, distracting his attention for just a
moment as two long legs walked in staged upon some elevated black heals. The
double bounce in her step, an extra sway in her hips moved her torso in that
seductive way he usually found appealing. "What" he barked. Her feet
stopped, the black dress kept going. Her
eyes enveloped the situation.
You're drunk.
Thank you Capt'n
ob-ious
Wh-?
Why the fuck not?!
I'm not spending time with you when you're drunk, you know
we-
“I know what!” The glare seeped through the corner of his
eye before he faced her; I know you women are alwaysss conniving, plotting
againsst uhs.
Her eyes rolled into aggravation, her defense against the
trembling she felt. This again? Can't
you just let it go?
Let it go? I jus dis-cuvord my wife haf been chea-ing on me
since last Chrss-mas, an’ you wan’ me to let, it go?!!
So?! You are too! He was too blind to see how that fact
affected her, too blind and too drunk.
That's different!
She paused.
--h-how….h, the tears were choking her words, is this
different? There was truth approaching
and she was unprepared; swallowing was her only line of defense.
Because, my dear Danielle.
The scotch infected every cell of every organ and took over like a
master to a marionette. His blind rage
now had a target and she was in his crosshairs.
I was never. Ever. Going to leave her. Not for anyone, and
especially not for YOU. His cockiness propelled the verbal daggers, slicing up
every ounce of will power she contained. The tears exploded as did the sobs.
The only ounce of strength she had was used to keep from falling to her knees.
Now…he growled in a whisper, get out-slut. For a moment
Danielle was frozen in place until she saw the scotch glass hurling towards her
face. She ducked, but not far enough to avoid the heavy corner of the base
bouncing off her head and shattering on the wall. Fear kicked up the survival
instinct as she ran for the door.
Another Bitch deserts me.
David returns to the bar grabbing another glass. The last
clear memory he had of that night.
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I got it I got it!!!
Christopher was still glowing that night as he was sitting at the bar
with a drink in one hand and a companion in the other. He couldn't afford her
but thanks to his looks and good natured magnetism she found herself
temporarily enjoying his celebration of one. However at this point he was using
her more for a support than an ornament.
I got it baby, I got the job! Maybe in a year I'll be able
to properly take you out on the town and paint it red.
A year? Her coy smile poked the little bit of his ego that
wasn't swimming in alcohol.
N-no. s-sixx monthssss an' I'll buy you a nicce dressssssss.
His eyelids drooped leading the progressing direction of his body heading
towards the floor. She grabbed him but rather than keep him from becoming
intimate with the floor she managed to allow him to keep an arm’s length relationship
with it. He awoke sitting on the wooden planks her arms wrapped around his
chest, laughing. That was a closs’ one Charleeeen! Thaaanks!
I think it's time for you to head home sweetheart. The
downward angle of her torso gave him full view of what he couldn't afford her
breasts only inches from his nose. The seduction made him agreeable.
You the’nk?
Yes. Paul will you call a cab for him? The bartender was
already on the phone and nodded his acknowledgement.
Let's get you some water sweetie.
OK!
Fifteen minutes later Charlene walked back into the bar
after helping Christopher into his cab and waved goodbye.
Paul lifted an eyebrow, "Feeling a bit-charitable
there?"
Relax Paul, he didn't leave me hanging. She raises her hand
with three twenty dollar bills.
"oh my mistake, pity is the word."
“Hey! A quick glare before she pulls out a thoughtful smile,
he's a sweet kid besides that's how I got my start hanging on the arms of
successful men; At least before they wanted more.”
“Well, I hope this one comes back for yah. Maybe he's that
charming prince you've been wishing for. Yah know the one to make your
Cinderella dreams come true." Paul tosses a quick wink before returning
his focus to cleaning the wine glass.
“Those dreams are for starter girls Paul. I'm too
experienced for that“. Charlene places
her chin gently upon the back of her wrist as her eyes wander through the empty
bar.
“Still, you're too beautiful to be left to grow old alone”.
“I'm also too smart to be doing tricks”. She exhales into a long sigh.
“Here let's have a drink ...on me”.
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“Mr. Lawrence, sir… Sir”.
Benjamin was leaning over as David was lying on the cold
granite floor. While in better shape than his boss, Benjamin could only assist
David in walking himself to bed. Carrying him was more suited to men half his
age, if they cared enough.
“Mr. Lawrence, please get up. The cold floor isn't befitting
for a man of your stature”. The moan emanating from the motionless body let the
butler know there was life still inside. “Come sir, let's put you to bed. I've
already arranged to have your appointments rescheduled”.
Benjamin helped David up and assisted the limping CEO to the
neighboring guest room. Once the confined garments were removed and the sheets
rolled on top, Benjamin began to make his leave. "Ben" the muffled
noise sounded like a whine than a request.
Yes sir.
Danielle.
“Yes, I've made arrangements to have Ms. Danielle receive
her favorite bouquet of flowers this afternoon with a letter of apology”.
The body rolled over in response.
“Sir”. The door
clicked and left the drunk to sleep off his ailment.
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Smile! The lady behind the security podium pressed the enter
key on the keyboard and a flash lit Christopher's face. Walking over to the
desk he tried to blink away the black circle that was now obstructing his view
from the pretty security clerk. Or at least pretty from what he remembered.
Here ya go! She handed him his id card and recited the procedures of use & precautions
as a well trained monkey would. He gave his polite response and began heading
towards the metal detectors excited to begin his training at the biggest
company he had ever worked for.
“Wait.”
Hearing the command of authority he froze. “I-is something
wrong?”
“I just thought you should know, you ...look like him”. She
blushed before turning her head towards her monitor.
“Like who?” He was puzzled; no one had ever told him he
looked like a celebrity before. The thought excited him. Getting closer to the
desk he prodded. “Who do I look like?”
The red crept up the sides of her cheeks and was crossing
the bridge of her nose, it was cute. “L-Like David Lawrence… The CEO?”
Stunned he didn't know how to take the compliment as he
wasn't sure he had ever seen a picture of the CEO. But judging by the reaction
of the girl in front of him it was a good thing. “Thank you.” He winked. Her lips pressed against her teeth
into a bright smile. Christopher tucked away the thought that he might have to
ask her out. Someday, after he’s gone up a few rungs on the ladder of course.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was a sick day. David never took many sick days, even
when he decided to be home bound he was still in contact with the company
through emails and his assistant. The throbbing in his head kept the thoughts
at bay and the pain in his stomach kept him from going anywhere. Instead he was
sitting on the guest bed, eating crepes in front of the tv, with the volume on
low. It was pleasant, the birds gently
chirping outside, soft ambient light floated throughout the room. Ben walked
through the open door. “Sir your coffee, how are the crepes?”
Delicious Ben, is
this a new recipe?
No sir, we ran out of butter so I improvised and used
coconut oil.
Wonderful Ben, you should try that with a few more recipes; that
might cut down on my waistline too.
Very good sir.
Have you seen this show Ben?
Sir?
It's called "Secret Boss".
Unfortunately sir, I have not. However I have heard the
girls talk about it and they say it's splendid.
Ah, it's hilarious. These dim-wits dress up as their
employees, working next to them and doing the same work they do.
“Yes sir, hilarious.” With David’s attention fixated on the
TV. Ben rolled his eyes in dismay.
It's incredulous that these CEOs give their workers so much money
after going through what they do. They should turn it around and have the
workers spend a day in our shoes. Then they might quit complaining about how
much crap they have to deal with.
David slowly put his fork down.
“That's it.”
Sir?
I should do that; I should have one of those lazy asses that
work in my company walk in my shoes for a day and watch as they squirm under
the pressure. I doubt they would last an hour with my workload.
I'll call the stockholders.
No, no Ben. That won't be necessary.
How else will you be able to allow another person work in
your place sir?
I'll think of something. But keep that in mind. I've enjoyed
today, and I could use a few more like it. Just keep it a secret. I don't want
anyone knowing about it. The media is already having a field day with my divorce;
those hungry vultures can starve for all I care.
Sir.
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Deliverer of secrets, protector of deadlines he is…..
Christopher!
“Y-yes?” Christopher's attention was blinked to the man
standing next to his cart.
“That's your name right?” The man touched the security id
tag hanging on Christopher's shirt.
Yes sir.
You are early with the mail.
Yes.
You're also a dreamer I see.
I-uh..yeah.
So was the last guy….
Christopher winced at the notion that he was already being
compared to the previous mail clerk, the one that was fired.
I-I uh.
“Listen”, the man in the grey suit leaned forward. “Being
early is a pro, you keep that con in check and you're already ahead of that
other guy.”
Christopher grinned, he could feel the tightness of his
collar cling to his skin. “Thanks.”
The man reached out his hand, “Name's Robert. I can give you
advice but you screw up and you're on your own. “
Christopher took his hand and gave a firm shake. “Thank you.
Any help is appreciated.”
“First job after flipping burgers, huh?”
Stunned, Christopher blinked. “How'd…..”
Your shirt, it has some oil stains near the buttons. You
might want to get that fixed if you want to climb the ladder here.
Y-yes! Of course.
Robert smiled a chuckle, “Have a good day Christopher.”
Christopher pulled his shirt out to take a better look and
there it was; a discolored spot next to the button. Miffed he started pushing the cart forward
and continued his rounds.
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His eyes were dry. It had been almost 3 minutes since David
had blinked. Though what he was looking at was too coincidental to look away.
There on the monitor was a security profile of a new employee that looked
identical to him. Younger, more physically adept but then again 20 years ago he
was coming out of college so he too would have looked as lean. No question.
This kid could have been him….or his son. David leaned back his eyes bathing in
moisture as he looked through his memory to be sure that wasn't the case. Well,
if he had fathered a son it was too late to claim child support now!
Then it happened. That light came on and the feeling of
shock transformed into a state of glee. This was his ticket! This was the
answer David had been looking for to set up his experiment. He reached over to
his phone and pressed the redial button. "Ben! I've got good news, I've
found a way to get around the red tape."
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